Majority of people know that earning for living is not that easy.

I know earning for living is not easy as I watch the movie, TV program, and even how I think about it.

When I know 'money' this friend, he gives me a very good/bad experience about this world, this society and the people that surrounding me... This made me to appreciate 'money' this friend. As I know when I have him as my friend I shouldn't just to let him buy the luxurious thing such as expensive meal, hang out with friends with no limit and others. In the end, I realized he will leave alone and go far away from me. This will let me feel how loneliness I am at the time...

When there is a chance to know more about him, now I know I must try my best get to know him more~ This is so unbelievable that he will stay more longer with me than I think he should. 

Because of this reason, sometime I can't get through of people's mind as I always heard them said how poor are they but when money come in front and knock their door, they always start wondering whether this is real or just an illusion for the moment. The predicted ending is money will only pass through the door and only few of them will welcome them.

Money can be evil just like human with greedy. Money can be angel just like human with clear-minded. 

I will do it again even though I know it was wrong!

Sometime, i will make the wrong decision and do the wrong action again even i know it was not right to do.
People like me is the ordinary normal people who live in the world, i know i not in the worst case as compare to other people. But, doesn't it say that don't compare yourself with others because I am not you , you are not him, he is not her...
The most thing make me feel frustrated is that 'I know it shouldn't do it this way!' It seem like many peoples' problem but this is my blog so I will just concern about ‘ME' only.
I know I shouldn't eat so much as I already overweight...
I know I shouldn't keep study novel as my final exam is coming soon...
I know I shouldn't feel hurt of what people said as I know the truth...
I know I shouldn't angry of what people did as I know they don't mean to do it...
I know I shouldn't cry for the movie plot as I know it's just  a movie...
I know I shouldn't promise to somebody as I know I can't make it...
I know I shouldn't spend money have fun all the time as I know the next day my purse will be empty...
I know I shouldn't lie to people who love me so much as I know they will get hurt...
I know I shouldn't trust the advertisement as I know they just want me spend money...
I know most of the things in my current life that I shouldn't do but I just don't know how to learn to stop it.
Maybe it just call 'It's life man!' or I just a stupid who do not learn to be smart a bit.